Please get me the fuck outta here

i woke up different, i feel it coming on again....i took a remeron again tonight, i know its a process but fuckkkk my head is done., sigh back to the days. im laking in the sleep department again, thats a different story....
 

saturday was most amazing, everyone was there, i take that back almost everyone was there... i took the glow sticks down off the wall, tied them up and percesisted to do what i call a all night light show. It wasnt what i had planed buttt it unfolded like that. I was nice seing jenni and katie but it reminded me off what has changed. Ive been talking to zeb lately.., its been nice. Ive never been surrounded by so many friends and yet feelt so far away. the only way i can describe it is as a vegas trip with a hangover..... i dont mean strippers calling you in the middle of the night either. <-- ends october chapter


- 710 friday
- should be in the desert saturday...... but not if i feel like this.. this is the perfect time to let off some steam and shoot a couple hundred rounds.. its been some time since ive been target shooting. and my gun isnt sited in...


BB lj

- Fake blood is amazing live, even better he sends pics to annie 8)

- Nocturnal will be cool

- Friday 8)


 

noooo time to make a new set, practice is limited, and i only have two weeks... this could be interesting
 

bye 8)

best

show

ever

:)

Never really did ever quite get that...
 

no vibes are better then bad vibes right??

i tryed to find the right lyrics.. that was a failure
but im looking positive       
theres no use to sink deeper

that picture on my phone just poped up :) positive vibes from this 2 hour journal
 

kings of leon was fantastic. vegas was amazing. joe got wheelchaired out hahaha. striper stole my belt.. i really liked that one. we went camping.... i drank to much...... threw a tequila bottle..... got stupid.......  not cool. cley died thursday. that didnt help with the all night binger on the beach..... i passed out in the sand. i pissed off kelly. =\ fuck up on my part. its over with i think, maybe.

thank you joe you truely are the best friend someone can have 8)

 

i can still smile 8)

      Yummy



 

-Plump Dj's fridayyy soooo excited!!!

-Hard, Holyyyy Shitt have u seen this lineup???? Crookers and a-trak alone would bring me there..

-Vegas twice in the next three weeks, Whoop for Kellys 21st!!!! and Guys nightSSS out!!! ill be living there soon enough lol i should just stay threw the weekend and make it a week long va-kay.  ohh yeaaaa and eric is comin out for joes nights in vegas! 8))

-strt scene/ night at the hard rock ahaaaaaaa lovin itt...... JACK WHITE!!!!!!!!!!!!

-San Fran in October. 8) its a long train ride home lol grey goose will solve this problem.

midnight surf sesshhh, beach camping, sexcapades on the beach, downtown san diego, hardrock, and clubs... and bar hoping!
im stilll drowsey from last week 8)

meeting and chating with fake blood was awsome.

my party was awsome 8 )

2night will be awsome 8) fingures crossed!.!.

shes all mine 8)

everclear.....kettle one...... magiritas....... free clubs..... free raves..... WTF i love it!

Epic weekend!

i heard this twice this weekend....... im in love with it!
 

really???? that only takes 2 shots but lets make it 3

i feel like i got hit by a bus....in a good way 8)

Done :)

-future gallery.... im so ready

- by escondido.8))